.Friday, October 16, 2009 ' 3:51 PM Y
withLOVE
Today is 16October2009,which is also 第44届 台灣金鐘獎
and i hope that 小豬 羅志祥<3 will win!!!
羅志祥 加油加油加油
家人們會在你背後為你撐腰 為你歡呼
加油哦
發揮出 元大鷹 和 羅志祥 的精神
.Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ' 10:56 PM Y
withLOVE
finally bloggedd..hahas=) i have no idea when am i able to reach 200posts
anyways, its lidya's birthday today~~~and we celebrated it for her in our own wayy..hahas
then its like there are 4 October babies in our clique, so its quite nice
anyways we had this last-minute planned mini birthday party
we wanted to call for delivery but the cake shop said that we needed to book 3 days in advance..then we were like WHAT THE!! i totally forgot about that point
but many things happened..
after school,this bunch of people stalled lidya's time while jessica and i ran ran ran to the take bus to junction8
it was seriously very tiring, we had to carry so much things and the BLAZINGG hot sun..
though it wasnt really a SURPRISE BIRTHDAY party for lidya, i suspose we all enjoyed it
Our family photo which isnt really too nice cause someone closed her eyes when the photo was taken,but there are still many chances to take more!!
then this one is our "group" photo,but without hweeling cause she took the photo for us, didnt have the one that had ALL of us..sadsad
the last group one, but without HL also..next time surely i'll find one that has you!!
BYEBYE,gotta go and sleep..=)
.Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ' 6:13 PM Y
withLOVE
just returned back home from nanyang poly for the course
i guess it was much much much more fun than staying in school listening to the teachers start talking crapp..maybe not all crap,but still..hahas
came to report,i shall say, to school as usual
then the short meeting then off we went to the poly
me and bq went to HMT classroom to disturb the old "penguin" =)
hahas..glad that we "skipped school" thoughh
more or less "explored" the school
and found out that they had this Shopping Arcade which is so cool!!
probably gonna buy some nail polish from one of the shops there tmrr..why not??!!
after slacking,then we went for this briefing,then tea break,then started the programme
the only 4 sec2s there joined the Art group,all about photography that we were learning
like the dark room,something like the one that 信 have in Princess Hours,宮
.Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ' 2:46 PM Y
withLOVE
heyy..have been feeling down this few days,
more like yesterday and today..
all these scoldings,all these blaming and quarrels
what exactly can i do??
to you all, i was the black sheep of the family,someone who doesn't belong in the family you call
yeahh..I'm such a loser,such a disgrace to you all
when you all need me,i was there for you all
and when you all don't,I'll disappear i front of your eyes
the fact that he was my pillar of support and will always be..
he gave me the support and encouragement to live on,never to give up on my life
yes,it maybe all my wilful thinking,but still..be glad that I'm still alive and kicking here =)
i am so grateful to him..i somehow or so found the point of my life
it may sound stupid to all,but its how and what i feel in the deepest part of my life
i wore a mask to cover the fragile and dumb side of me,never to reveal that except to myself
somehow or so,I'm one who has two different personalities.
treating different people with different attitude
that is just me..
i long for all those love and care..which may sound stupid too..
so what??!!
I'm a loser in my own life
i sure have strange character,strange personality and strange habits
i love to be jealous and everything you can think of
this post is just one of my crap post
but I'm not that angry now..more okay =)
another "sister" of mine told me not to think so much and well.i shall live my life the way i wanted it to fulfil the wishes i want
today is the last day of the Chinese composition writing programme
so next week i wont be able to skip Contact Time and probably just skip my lunch to save money to buy more things i want
currently planning to buy the 终极三国Siman Watch and the Star Ring that 鬼鬼wore
somehow or so similar..
since that woman can spend so much money buying such an expensive watch that is still okay okay,then i wont feel bad spending money,but still..I'll still spend with care cause its my money, not yours anymore okay
i could just have spend more money,ate my recesses and lunches regularly
but in order to save money and not spend money like your dearest,i shall eat irregularly
even if i fainted,you wont care too right
so..cut off all the crap and fakeness
i cant deny the fact that we are related
will it be that i did too much bad things in the past of my life,or you didn't do that much good deeds in your past life that led you to meeting me..
whatever,i shall not care anymore
in this world, i shall proudly say that not even one soul understands me
MR PHUA ZAI LIANG,trying to do some illegal trade on my blog isit??!!!
and i did include slimming down in my wishlist okay
i know myself too..more that you do,lol!!
and thank you SETO for what you said..hehe
but i know that im quite fxx too..hahas
.Friday, August 14, 2009 ' 11:19 PM Y
withLOVE
yes,it was just the stupid me who thought that we could be more than friends
and that we could start off with best friends, but i just realised that everything was impossible
it was just my wishful thinking..
nothing was going to be happening between the two of us
from that point,we both were just classmates, not friends anymore
time has changed all of us,including you and me..
why has this happened??
i thought we both were best friends in the past??
i had good memories of us being together
and..someone just had to break it...
i know myself, it's just my thinking
i thought that you could be mine..
asking myself repeatedly why was i that stupid to be thinking so much about the both of us, but i still got no answer..
you and i are from different world apart..
you were never into mine and i was never into yours..
maybe i was just running away from reality, i did not have the courage to face all those things that was going to happen
the stupid me..maybe i still couldn't let go of you, but i'd try my very best to..
because i would wish the best for you
i understand..i ain't someone special or anything..
i was just a typical girl on the streets looking for something more than friendship and friendship itself
comparing myself and you..no point in doing so
i know where i stand..just worlds apart from you
never was i able to show my true feelings,but..i suppose you do feel that
is that the reason why we two were in this state today??
trying my very best to forget all those memories..
to let go of the past and move on with the future
that would be my promise to you...
never again would you and i be the same..
.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 11:28 AM Y
withLOVE
heyy..its been such a long time since i blogged..
maybe i will delete this blog due to lots of reasons
imma just being lazy and there aint any nice skins up to my wish...=(
guess im just being picky
school started again.with common test coming right up for the next three days
examinations..what can i do now??
studyin last minute and burning midnight oil is seriously bad!!!
but..this is just who i am,i cant deny the fact that im not being serious over examinations and stuff
it is always that i want to study but being lazy,i chose the computer instead if books
why cant i change if i hope for the best??
feeling confused now..mixed feeling in the inner part of my life
this isnt the life that i want...
i..have no idea what lies up ahead for my life
didnt expect myself to feel so much
i already broke the hopes for my parents..now would i do it again??
.Thursday, July 30, 2009 ' 6:13 PM Y
withLOVE
I LOVE SHOWW
.Friday, June 26, 2009 ' 5:03 PM Y
withLOVE
RIP jackson..
.Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ' 6:29 PM Y
withLOVE
yay..today was fun!!!maybe not that much,but still enjoyable i suspose
we had the hmt project held in the hall
right after pe(gym) in the indoor sports hall,we all waited aimlessly outside the hall
what happened after that was totally crapp!!!
we were running here and there the whole time till we seemed to finally get everything in place
but it was still very messy and things were like.....ermm,pekcek
hahas=)but it was better than what i thought of~
anyways,the most fun part was when li.lin said something and the other one was the last group(boys from e1)
cause there was punishment and...hehe,i thought of it,a very disguisting one~.~
woohoo,3 cheers for me!!!AHAHAHA
maybe i was just being plain evil and still evil but it was fun..
i think only a few groups had punishment,cause we seemed to run out of time and stuff like tat
eg,the first group,they just bite on the celery and another girls' group
,some ate celery,while some tasted the lime
the lime was super sour!!!and the small orange too..
and weiyang just peeled off the skin,thinking that it was sweet,he popped the
whole thing in his mouth...xD
tomorrow we're gonna have the CME project..
i've got a feeling that its gonna suck
cause none of us seem to be doing it..me and P.F went to Popular and Prime to buy
the things that we need..but i think we left out somethin
YOU ARE SERIOUSLY STRANGE!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH
*assembly sucks today,considering lots of things*
and..sports day at YCK stadium was quite fun,me and bingqian being student
photographer,cheering out loud for LEO
overall,i had a fun time^^
YUANTING*.*
